YOU:(

Here I am. Isolating myself in the room again. Crying my eyeballz out. Dear you , can you not fuck with my mind? Please? Im confused as hell. Why is this always happening to me? Why am I so fickle? Why can't I stay committed? I don't know. But for some reason everything reminds me of you. Especially shoes. But why. What is god trying to tell me? Am I with the wrong person? Was it a mistake letting you go? What?! Ugh. I'm stressed out. I don't need anymore problems. I've got other stuff to worry about , there's Exams. Dad. Mum. That crazy ass grandma of mine. Brother. Callum. And then there's Leeann. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail everything already lah. If you're reading this , I want you to know , I still think about you every now and then. I still stalk that 'fan blog' of you. Because they actually let me know more about you than you do. I still keep that letter you wrote me. And I always avoid skyping with you cause I just cant stand it. I miss you like crazy. But I can't tell you that. We were never meant to be anyways. Le sigh. So , It's true when they say you'll never really get over your exes.