Don't compare me with someone else. Please.

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• I wish my parents could understand , When I hang out with a boy doesn’t mean he’s my boyfriend. School is hard, and I’m trying my best. I’m a teenager, I don’t always have the best attitude. I try to make the best decisions for me. I’m young and want to have fun. If I’m out all night doesn’t mean I’m drinking or doing drugs. Not all my friends can be a bad influence. I feel useless whenever they compare me to other people. It's always 'oh look at ashley'. You make stupid stuff up and it's not even true. Like how she doesn't always go out to hang out with her friends ? Well she does , almost every week too with darien or wtv. She doesn't swear? Hell yeah she does. She studies alot? She goes to tuition. Don't blame me. You're the one that doesn't want me to go until next year. I'm ashley's friend , I should know more then you do. Ashley this and ashley that. Mum , I'm sorry I'm nothing like ashley lah , aite? I'm not her so don't expect me to be something I'm not. It just makes me wanna isolate myself again , i hate how i want to be away from people more than i want to be around them. This has been going on and off for so long now. sometimes it’s the reason i always wanna be alone. i don’t know, it's hard to explain. Hopefully it’s just one of those phases.