Disappointed again.

I can't believe this. I can't believe you.

We were bestfriends , you knew everything about me.

But after this "relationship" , you're a totally different person.

All you care is "us." Well , there's no us anymore. So wake up.

It's been a month , just one month and you can forget everything I told you within 2 years?

Wow , that's just.. AMAZING.

I don't want to compare you to some certain someone but I have to.

Me and him , It's been 203 days which is 7 months.

He made a promise to me SEVEN MONTHS ago. And he's still keeping that promise till today.

He's the reason , I still pray to god every day . That somehow god would cure my dad , cause not even doctors found a cure for his sickness. I wake up in the morning and tell myself " Vanessa , don't give up just yet. God is gonna help daddy , You just have to wait and see. He'll answer your prayers. "He still gives me hope even though we're not a couple anymore. He'll text me every now and then to ask about my dad. Heck , he'll even find a way to talk to me if i dont reply his texts. But do you even care , iain? No. You don't. Not anymore. God , I'm waiting for a miracle to happen.

Yes "It's okay" that you totally forgot.

I have the tendency to always say this when someone apologizes to me. Even when it's not okay , I will still say it. Why? Because I don't wanna push the situation further and further. I don't want to make it worse than it already is. But you know what? It's not okay. What you did , It's not okay. And I'm not going to pretend it is anymore. I know that sometimes , It's best to forgive and forget , but sometimes maybe it's just best to forget.

Lastly Vanessa , maybe you should stop expecting too much from others , so you won't be let down anymore.