Saturday, December 10, 2011

RANT.

First of all , fuck you mum:) FUCK YOU. F-U-C-K-Y-O-U. Just because you're in a bad mood and I was the only the person in the living room gives you no right to fucking lecture me. Everything you scold me about is the same thing over and over again. Really mum ? Are you for real now? Just cause you can't find any more reasons to scold me you use the same one over and over again. Well fuck it. I'm sick of everything. I just want out. I wanna be out of this fucking hell. During school days I sleep late you go all "mae, holidays almost here already , on the holidays only sleep late can or not?" I listened. And now you're saying " mae , you're always sleeping late " BITCH WHAT THE FUCK? I quoted what you said and you go speechless and find something else to scold me. In the middle of a argument my friend called and asked if I could go to her competition. Of course I had to , shes my bestfriend. Let me tell you guys what my mum said. " What for? You're doing all these NONSENSE with your friends" Nonsense? NONSENSE? You asked what am I gonna do there. I said SUPPORT. THAT AIN'T NONSENSE NOW , IS IT? HUH? Mum you wanna know the fucking definition of nonsense?! LOOK AT JUSTYNE. OR KOKOH. IDK. That's nonsense. Lazing around the fucking house all day and night. While I a fucking fourteen year old teen look for a fucking job. But of course I can't do much because I'M FUCKING FOURTEEN! Maybe next year. I'll have more choices to choose from. And I'll have a part time whether you like it or not. Okay hmm what else. "Mae , stop being a follower and go find something to do , what happened to cheer?" Mm , mum. You're the one that clearly have no fucking hope in me to join cheer. When I wanted to buy stuff for cheer. You go all " for what? it's not like you finish anything" Do you still think I wanna join after hearing MY OWN MUM say that? No. Obviously not. So I said , you have no hope for me to join. So why should I bother continue. You had no comment once again. Now you bring up the piano and the guitar lessons. Well I'm sorry mum that i have no interest for something you FORCED me to learn. and the guitar lessons ? I'm not even taking them , that's kokoh. So why don't you give me a fucking break and scold him instead? Is it cause I'm the only girl and I HAVE TO be the one that HAS TO be PERFECT in EVERYTHING? Yeah thats right. That's not it , there's still more. "Name something that you didnt give up on mae" DANCING MUM. DANCING, THATS ONE THING I NEVER GAVE UP ON. YOU KNOW WHY I STOPPED? BECAUSE MY TEACHER IS ON A FUCKING TOUR CAUSE HE HAS FUCKING COMPETITIONS ALL AROUND THE WORLD . I just want out. Why can't you listen to me , just once.

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