My christmas wish:)

I don't have the words to articulate this particular thought at this time.

But here's my letter to santa.

Dear Santa (I'm way old to believe you exist but yeah I'm writing this letter anyways) ,

I’m not asking for a phone, or an i-pod, or beats. I don’t want a puppy or a kitten. Clothes mean nothing to me. I’m not asking for a lot this year, I never really do. But this year I am asking for something. And I guess you can consider it to be a hassle to make. Please tell the elves I said sorry. But this year, all I want for Christmas is to be happy. I want a mom who wont be busy at work 24/7 to have time with me. A brother that doesn't just lay around in the room all day and doesn't help out. A grandmother who decides to ruin everyone's day by just stopping by. I just want a family that will sit in the living room/ dinner table and have a nice talk. Or who will play games together like how it was back when all my aunts and uncle lived here. I want to be able to run to my mom crying, instead of run from her crying. I want a night without yelling. A day without fighting. I want to love being at home. I want to come to this place and feel safe, instead of always trying to find a way out of it. I just want a happy family. That would make me happy. I hope thats not too much to ask for. I hope that fits under the tree. Xo , A little girl, who just wants to be happy.