Insecurity.

i Hate the FEELING WHEN ..

You see something and for that second, you feel your heart drop, and your throat swells up and you feel tears in your eyes and you just can’t speak. You can’t do anything but stare. And then it sinks in and it’s this unbelievable feeling in your chest. Like it’s collapsing on you. And all you can do next is cry. I used to be so sure this was what i wanted. now i don’t think i want it at all.

Dear cupid , where ever you may be . Right now, I just want someone to come in and melt my heart. I wanna experience that feeling of nervousness whenever I see them or talk to them, have that sensation of happiness, hoping it’s him everytime i get a call, and smile to myself like an idiot every single night. I want that all over again..