Something has been on my mind for way too damn long. I don’t know if I’m ready to say anything. I just feel like it needs to happen soon because now I’m losing sleep over it. I’m just so afraid of bringing it up, but then I know that’s the only way I could ever stop thinking about it. My mind is so curious and I honestly wish I didn’t feel the need to know about such things, but it’s killing me just not knowing. My imagination ends up taking me to places I really don’t want to be. But then again. So could the truth. Although, I’d rather it be that than what my mind can conjure up.

Back to school :)

Ohey my dear readers:) Guess who's back? MEEEEE :D Hahaha , did y'all miss me? I'm sure you do;) Okay who am I kidding. Anyways , after abandon-ing my blog for almost a month now. I decided to come back and blog since I got stuff to let you guys know:) And also because darien has been forcing me to blog again. This one is for you bro. LOL. It's already freaking january 9 bitchez. It felt like just yesterday when we're on our year end holidays. Damn I regret not spending them properly. Oh well , there's always this year :) Unless we die......... Don't mind me I'm getting paranoid from all those 2012 crap. Since lately there's been an earthquake in japan I think at exactly on new years. Creepy eh? Enough of that. I'd like to share about how's life as a form 3 student in smk taman sea :3 The first day of school we all went back to our original classes aka 2011's classes. And it sure as hell is good to be back. I miss my tards. It was supposed to go the same for the next day but somethings changed and we separated and went to our new classes. Got voted for assistant class monitor , alot of responsibility but not as much as ethan has. So far , so good. I've seen some changes in me. And hopefully I'll stay this way till I graduate or smth. I haven't really studied alot yet but i'm starting to pay attention in class and been trying to do my own homework instead of copying , some of you might have noticed. I like the change in me. Looking back at my old grades give me more motivation to study. Haha I must do this. 3 A's at least. Gotta have confidence! Shall end this because i have no idea where is it going. Will blog again asap! :) X